December 15th, 2003


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Tommorrow I've gotten Serena to agree to sit down and talk with me. I'm glad she agreed as now I don't have to get a boombox and play 'In Your Eyes' outside her window or any of those cliched movie things.

I must admit I don't have high hopes that this will lead to a reconsiliation, but hope blooms eternal in the human breast. Whatever the outcome, I need to tell her how I feel about her and get some closure on this chapter of my life. I try to live my life without regrets, and if I didn't tell her I would always wonder at what might have been. I've tried to take it slow and protect myself from heartbreak, but once again I've failed.

Jessica asked me why I'm putting myself through this again and not moving on. The answer is simple. I love her and I have to try.